It All Starts With a Boy in a Dress (Remake)

Nero quickly opened his eyes. He carefully got up, trying not to disturb max and he pulled his boxers on before opening the door

Dezmond looked at him "a-ace told me. Well you knew and we kinda had a disagreement about his body and my love but I cslmed him down I just felt he could use you" he said gently a bit ashamed in himself.

Nero did a shocking then and hugged dezmond "its amazing. No o e has ever been able to calm him down, especially not about that subject. Well done dezmond. Real quick before I go to check on him, what's wrong?"

Dezmond hugged him back and it was much needed. He was in the verge or breaking down not because of ace because he knew he couldn't be enough. "Well he told me as my brothers friend wife is a specialit so I made an appointment for him to just answer medical question and get some blood work and then he was crying and it led to the topic of how can I love him if I can't have sex with him but I don't even care about sex that much I am demisexual or gray sexual was ever you would like to call it so I would rather have a extremely close bond with someone then have sex. But he just thinks I will leave like everyone else thinks I am just a stupid jock who beats up everyone. Including Alec who can't even look at me without flinching and I just. He needs you" Dezmond said and slid down the wall.

Nero aat beside him "dezmond. He doesn't think you're just another jock. You're his jock. And you being a jock isn't why he's scared you'll leave. He thinks he isn't good enough because of all his depression issues, he thinks people will get tired of him being so emotional. Part of it is the estrogen, like an female bpdied person he has a week of the week that he's an emotional basket case and for him its worse cause it reminds him that he isn't supposed to be like that. It has nothing to do with sex, not really but has everything to do with him thinking he isn't emotionally stable enough to be the guy he thinks you need. A lot of it comes from a couple of his love interests leaving the first time he got emotional. He's not happy with his body and he thinks no one wl be happy with him cause of it. Last time someone left him it was cause of him being female bodued and that night he tried to cut his own... Chest off. So its not you, I promise."

Dezmond rubbed his face. "I would never leave him for that. Ever in a million years. He is the most important person in my life. I ove him with all of my heart and I only want him to change if he truly wants to change. I will love him unconditionally until the day I die, and even then on" he said softly and glanced at nero.

Nero kissed his head "I'm glad to hear it. Come on, lets go cheer him up some more." He said and smiled at him

Dezmond nodded slowly and whipped his face before standing up and offering a hand to nero.

Nero toke it and got up "its alright dezmond, I promise"

Dezmond nodded "I know" he said and headed back to the room.

Nero said "and Alec. He's trying. he is, really."

"I know. It just hurts" he said and opened the door for him and walking in after.

ACe looked up and smiled a little bit at them "Hi." NEro came over and sat beside him. "Hi baby boy." he then hugged him tightly and ace snuggled into him.

He took a deep breath "I wm going to shower" he said quietlyb.

Ace looked at him "I love you Dezmond" he said, his voice shaking, desperate for Dezmond to know, hoping itd make him feel better

Dezmond turned back and smiled "I love you to baby" he said happilh.

Ace smiled at him softly.

He moved back kissed his lips before going backup the bathroom.

Ace smiled softly before looking to nero

Dezmond showered for a long time before he got out and just stared.

Nero was looking at a cut on the back of Ace's shoulder, one sorrunded by about sic other scars. Nero sighed and said "I'm gonna get something to keep that from getting infected. stay here." he said and wondered out of the room. Ace looked over to Dezmond. He was shirtless but he had a binder on which made him look 100% flat since he normally had small breasts. "Hey." right under the binder line two large scars could be seen, from where he'd tried to do the surgery himself.

Dezmond smiled And headed out of the bathroom and turned to look at ace and smiled "hi love" he said smiling.

Ace got up and went over,hugging him gently

Dezmond smiled kidding his head hugging him tigrly b

Ace toke a deep breath, "I feel better when I'm in your arms"