It All Starts With a Boy in a Dress (Remake)

Daniel smirked and continued yo kiss happily.
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Max yawned cutely.
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"Ito s later today but I can change it if you aren't ready" he said smiling.

Alec moaned softly.

Nero chuckled happily.

Ace bit his lip "I... I don't know"

Daniel smiled nibbling gently.
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Max blushed hiding his face.
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"Nothin major today, just some blood tests and a few questions" Kingsley said gently.

Alec gripped his shoulder now "D-Daniel." eh whimpered.

Nero purred and snuggled him, nuzzling him happily.

Ace nodded and bit his lip

Daniel stopped "sorry baby you just taste so good"
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Max smiled eidely and peeked at him.
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"We don't have to go though. Only if you want to" he said gently.

Alec shook his head "don't be sorry I'm just.." He bit his lip.

Nero chuckled happily.

Ace nodded "i-I d-do but I'm.... I don't feel good...."

"Horny" Daniel said with a smile and laughed.
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Max nuzzled him.
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Dezmond pulled him close "we are not going to do anything you don't want to do"

Alec nodded "always" he said quietly.

Nero purred happily.

Ace nodded "I know but I want to. I do. I just.... I feel so empty... I should be happy to be with you. I should be happy you're going through so much to help me but.... I don't know I just feel sad..." He looked away "I'm sorry"he whispered. "and scared"

Daniel smiled "well you can always turn to me" he said smiling.
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Max was soon fast asleep again curled up basically on his chest.
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Dezmond nodded and took a deep breath and held him close. "Well you are loosing your identity baby. And maybe you trslly don't love me, not how you want to. You may love th idea of me...maybe you just would eish that I would be here." He said softly and kissed his head.

Alec blushed and nodded. He gently toke a hold of himself and stroked gently, biting his lip.

Nero kissed his head and made sure the were covered before he fell asleep.

Ace looked at him "I just... I don't deserve you. And not for the first time I fee like a piece of crap cause I have female parts and that's not what is wanted...."

Daniel smirked and looked at him moaned "fuck that is sexy"
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"Love. I love you for your personality. Sure sex wise it scares me a lot. But I am attracted to your personality. I don't even care about sex much. I mean yeah I like sex as much as the next guy but I won't leave you because of it. And we don't need sex to have kids. I mean even if you were a man we would have to about. But I understand if you want to leave me. But know I will never leave you."

Alec leaned his head back and started pumping himself a little faster now, whimpering softly.

Ace sighed and said "I don't want to leave you. I just feel useless. Yes right now you don't want sex but what if tomorrow you do. What if....." he shook his head "I have to be on T before I can get the surgeries, I know that. But T makes people horny and what if I get playful and get you turned on and then we're stuck because you need sex and I can't provide. Oh... wait I guess that's not an issue." he suddenly sounded hurt "I could never get you turned on anyway. Can you even say you love me when you hate female bodies?" he shook his head and tears went flying everywhere.

Daniel moved and sucked on his neck hard as he watched Alex's hand.
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Dezmond sat on the end of the bed and ran his hands down his face. "I know all of this. I have done my research. I have done anything I can to make sure that I am good enough so you want me to stay with you. And you can't even say that when you hate your female body to. I love you because of your personality not because of what your body looks like. I get I a m jock a football player. But I am sick and tired of having people think I am always the bad guy. That I am a self centered asshole. You know how much it hurts when Alec flinches away from me. If you don't understand that I don't care about sex at all and I care about you then maybe I should leave"

Ace looked at him and said "I don't want you to leave. That's my worst nightmare. That's why I'm freaking out. What if I can never really be what you want?" He asked and wrapped his arms around himself tightyl "what if I CANT transition. What if I'm always stuck like this. You'd get tired of me getting depressed evry little while and hating and hurting myself. One day you'll leave. Or what if I do trnasotipn and what if I change and you don't like me afterwards and leave?"

Alec moaned loudly and leaned into him and started messing with himself and then returning to pumping quickly

Dezmond shook his head "I would make sure you know that you are loved each an everyday. We will have children. And they will love you. But if you do change I don't see what would be stopping me from loving you. What will be so different so what you will be horny. I can deal with that I have toys you can use during it and I can be there with you and then you will have your body and I will still think you are beautiful" he said and smiled happilh.

Ace wrapping his arms around his neck and buried into his neck, crying hard, "don't leave me. Please don't leave me. I lo e you so much"

Dezmond held onto him tightly "I love you to baby" )3 said and smiled gently at him. "And I promise not to leave no matter your decision."

Ace sobbed into him, clinging on hard, fingers in his shirt.

Dezmond rubbed his back and rocked softly singing lowly.

Ace slowly started to calm down now

Dezmond swated back and fourth "I am going to go get nero" he said quietly.

Ace looked at him confused "why?"

"Well I know you like being with your brother in hard situations and you haven't been able to be with him a while so I was going to grab him. " he said gently.

Ace nodded "thank you" he said softly.

Dezmond kissed gently before getting up going the room nero was in and knocked on it.