The tale of two boys

Max looked at him and said "I-I guess I can try that." he said quietly

Matty nodded and pulled out the hidden laptop he had. It wasn't a very good one. "This one is all smut" He said giving it to him. "It is a larry fanfic"

Max looked at him and toke the laptop carefully. He glanced at him and then started reading.

Matty picked his book back up yawning.

Max soon closed the laptop and put it back beside Matty and he shifted a bit

Matty smirked and looked at him "Welcome to the club"

Max looked at him, "Is it that obvious?" he asked quietly.

"Well with shutting the lap top that quickly you would have thought it was disgusting or it turned you on. And seeing that you were quite...i am going to go with the later? Am I wrong?" He asked looking at him.

Max looked away and shook his head a little "No you're not." he said quietly.

"Alright now you should experiment" Matty said going back to his book. "Make sure you like everything about it"

Max looked at him wide eyed "What?!" he asked, his voice rising higher then intended.

"Unless you don't plan on acting on it then you have nothing to worry about" MAttu said shrugging.

Max looked at him and said "What kind of experimenting do you mean?"

"Sleep with someone....hand job, blow job, sex" he said smiling at him.

Max hid his face, "I feel so wrong. Matty I'm so sorry." he said softly. he hesitated before asking "Have you?"

"Why do you feel wrong?" Benji asked shaking his head quietly. "Have I had sex? suprsingly yes I have"

Max looked at him and said "It's not surprising, you've always been great. And Because i'm scared but I'm just a tad..." he shook his head "Nevermind."

Matty shook his head "I was drunk" he said shaking his head. "And what you are a tad..."

Max shook his head "I don't know. It's hard to explain. hopeful, excited, worried, nervous, aching to do it." he hid his face in his hands and pulled at his hair

Matty moved over and kissed his head gently "Max, Max you need to calm down okay" He said quiely.

Max toke a couple deep breathes and looked at him, "I'm sorry. It's just scary. Especially considering what I've done..."

"It is alright it is okay, I was never mad at you" He said smiling widely.

Max looked at him confused, looking for an answer in his eyes "How? How could you not hate me for what I've done? and then turning around and realizing I'm more likely then not gay."

"I don't know I don't get mad easily" he shrugged and shook his head. "I mean people make mistakes right?"

Max looked at him in surprise and quietly said "I'm still so, so very sorry."