It All Starts with a Boy in a Dress

Alec continued playing with his hair, not realizing that he was starting to pull a little.

Daniel held back a groan "a-Alec" he whimpered quietly.

Alec looked at him and blushed brightly when he realized what was wrong. He removed his hand and pulled his knees up to his chest. "S-sorry love."

Daniel shook his head "n-no it is just turned me on a lot" he whispered.

Alec bit his lip. "I'm sorry. I shoudlnt have been doing that. The only reason Iwas is because i was thinking about what we did that night, before Ihurt you."

"I don't remember" Daniel said quietly.

Alec kissed his cheek and whispered "That's okay, Let's just say, you fucked me really hard that night. By my wishes."

Daniel groaned and moved his hands over his lap.

Alec smirked and said "Now we're pretty much going through the same thing." he said jokingly.

Daniel looked at him and pouted. "At least you can go in the bathroom and take care of it" e said quietly.

Alec shook his head "Not again. No. I wont..." he hid his face in his knees and started shaking again

Daniel looked really confused. He rubbed Alec's back "what is wrong love?"

"that's the reason you got hurt. That's why it's my fault." he said shakily. the he quickly but quiety explained "we'd just finished and we were cuddling and talking and you got upset, I calmed you down and I went to take a shower. For somereason I got turned on again and Icouldn't help but..... do it. and I realized how much of an addict I am. I got upset and when you came to the door I ran out and hugged you and...." he shook his head and got up, running and hiding in the bathroom.

Daniel watched him run off and whimpered. He looked down at his legs and then at Alec. He wanted to talk to Alec tell him he wasn't angry. And they they could get him help"
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Peter looekd at daniel "Where did daddy go" he asked crawling on him.
"He just went to the bathroom love" he said gently.

The main reason Alec ran off to the bathroom was he had upset himself enough to make himself sick again. Tears were still rolling down his face when he came back a few minutes later but he knew he had to be with Daniel, that even if daniel was mad at him it'd help calm him down if he was near his boys. He curled up on the seat and cried more, shaking

Peter poked Alec "dad don't cry" he said crawlin on him.

Alec hugged peter close. "I'm sorry buddy." he said softly

Peter giggled and poked him some more.

Alec kissed his headgently. He looked over to Daniel, looking apologetic

Daniel smiled and kissed him gently "I love you"
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"Daddy can I watch a movie?" He asked gently.

Alec kissed him back "I love you too." he said before looking at Peter. "Sure buddy. What do you want to watch?"

Peter watched him "um can I watch the Spider-Man cartoon?"

Daniel laughed "thespiderman universe"

Alec chuckled "Sure buddy" he pulled his nook out of his bag and turned it on for him before offering him the nook.

He smiled and put the head phones on and held it in hi tiny hands smiling.

Alec grinned hugely and kissed his head before looking to daniel