It All Starts with a Boy in a Dress

Sam soon brought him a mug of hot chocolate. "Here you go Chris." he said quietly.

Chris smiled an looke at him "love can you call me Christopher?"

Sam nodded "sure... I've always loved Christopher anyway."

Christopher smiled and nodded sipping the drink.

Sam gave a small smirk before going back to the kitchen to get himself something to drink.

Chris watched him and closed hi eyes.

Sam leaned on the counter and shook his head, closing his eyes tight, fighting back the tears that threatened to come out.

Chris set his glass down and started crying.

Sam toke a couple deep breaths and came back out "Christopher? What wrong?" he asked softly and came over and rested a hand on his shoulder

"Don't leave me ever promise please" he said gently.

Sam played with his hair and said "I haven't left you this far, what makes you think I would now?"

"I-I don't know what I you do. What if you think I am not good enough" he said quietly.

Sam kissed his head softly "Christopher don't be stupid, I've waited years to have you, I would've waited my entire life to be with you for even a day. You are the most perfect man ever."

Chris shook his head and curled to him like a child

Sam started crying softly, holding him close, kissing his head.

"Don't leve me please don't ever leave. No matter what I do ever" he said quietly.

Sam shook his head "I won't leave you, I promise." he said quietly. He started crying harder as more thoughts of not being good enough, of not being worth staying with, crept back into his head. Thoughts of how, even now, or even when they get married, he'd never be able to be Chris's number one.

"Sammy I love you more then life itself" Chris said gently still curled up.

Sam curled up and held him tighter, crying harder.

Chris felt bad now for making same cry. He sat up " shy sam it is okay"

Sam shook his head "I'm not good enough for you, I'm just a looser, and I'll never mean as much as she did. I'm a failure, a slacker and a freak. You're gonna realize that, and you're gonna leave me. I told myself it didn't matter that she'd always mean more, and I don't hold it against you but it doesn't change the fact it hurts to know I'll never mean as much to you as she did."

Chris laughed gently and sweetly. "Love, I know you think that but I don't. You mean more to me any dy that is why I don't are wedding to be anything like that witch planned. I cheated on her with you, witch means I didn't care if she got hurt but I care if you do love" he said softly holding him tightly.

Sam blushed and snuggled into him, holding onto him tightly, still crying but less now. "I love you, and I never want anything to happen to us."

"Nothing will ever happen to us" Chris smiled holding him close.

Sam looked him in the eyes "P-Promise?"