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Johnny bit his lip. "When we get home can we talk" he said quietly.

Dahvie nodded "OF course."

Johnny nodded and looked back to his brother and started to talk to him using sign langusgr.

Dahvie didn't look at htem. He just watched the road ahead

Johnny laughed gently before he moved back and start forward.

It wasn't long before Dahvie pulled into the driveway of the house.

Johnny got out of the car and then went to go help Pheonix with his bags.

DAhvie also helped with the bags and opening the door as they got to it. He bit his lip and headed inside

Johnny sniled and lead him to where his room was to get un packed and esr. Before he went to go to Dahvies room and sat on the bed

DAhvie went to his room and looked at him. He closed the door most of the way andwaited for johnny to talk

Johnny glanced at him "8 am sorry" he whispered gebtlg.

dDahvie looked at him confused "for what?"

"Reacting how I did early. I just scared me" he mumbled arms going around his waist but

Dahvie looked at him and said "Don't be scared. I have anxiety attacks rarely, but they do happen, like most people. I just hate that you think I'm using you. Honestly that hurts." he said softly

Johnny sighed and shook his head. "I have been used my entire life Dah. It is hard not to think someone is not using me I get so worked up and my judgement is all clouded. I know you would never use me   "

Dahvie couldn't look at him. He stared at the floor. For months now Dahvie had been accused and even taken to court for supposed rape of his fans but he promised that all of them were fake but it was obvious this was getting to him and the fact that Johnny had accused him of using him too it felt like a betrayal, despite jonny saying it was just cause of his past. He looked down at the floor and there were so many emotions on his face, anger at the world, at the stupid parents who judged him falsely just cause of his music, anger at himself for letting this happen. Anger at all those fans he'd let onto the tour bus so they oculd see it and hang out for a few minutes. He also seemed sad, sad that so many of his old fans believed those rumors, sad that he'd been taken to court and had no proof that he didn't do it other then the fact the girls would only be in the bus for five minutes. Sad that his own boyfriend had accused him of being a user. He also seemed lost and confused at having known who he was a month ago and suddenly everything changed and he had no idea who he was, what he liked, or anything that he used to know. it was like stepping into someone elses body and taking over their life. He shook his head and softly said "No body knows that about anyone. not for sure...."

Johnny sighed and hit his lip hard as he watched him. "Dahvie please. You know I love you and I eill stand by you 100 percent about everything and anything you do. I shouldn't have sai anything. It is my stupid fault not yours. Please don't put this on you" he got up and walked over to him placing his hands onnhis cheeks and putting there foreheads together. "And you know exactly who you are. You are one of the greatest musicians ever. Those parents no nothing about who you are. You would never rape anyone. And I know you would never use me or anyone. You are a sweet hently hella sexy and protective boyfriend. " he whispered softly.

Dahvie buried his face into johnnys neck and held him close, fingers curling into his shirt and for the first time anyone outside the band knew, he started crying. Dahvie was always so tough but shit had finally piled to high. he just held onto him and cried, body shaking but yet he was mostly silent other then his once mumbled "I'm sorry"

Johnny h led into him tightly and nuzzled into his neck hand running through his hair softly and full of love. "Don't be sorry johnny. It is mostly my fault and those stupid people weongly accusing you of something I know you would never do" he said seriously.

Dahvie didn't say anything, holding him closer and shaking his head slightly. He toke a deep breath and tried to calm down "I'm sorry I broke down. I'm supposed to be tougher then this"

"Everyone needs a good cry sometime" johnny said and puleld back kidding his lips gently and carefully. "I love you"

Dahvie nodded gently before kissing him back "I love you too"

He smkled and laid back. "I love you" he said and buzzled into him.

Dahvie nuzzled him gently and said "I love you too. Thank you for being here and understanding."

"Always. No matter what happens I will never leave you. Eve if you tell. T go away I will stalk you" he said smoking b