It All Starts with a Boy in a Dress

"Taking the pills. I was being stupid" he mumbled quietly.

Alec nodded "i can't disagree, but i'm sorry for making you think i'd leave you, for making you think you had to end it." alec started crying again, burying into his chest gently but holding onto him tightly

"I wasn't trying to kill myself Alec." Daniel said looking at him. "If I was I would had found a much faster way. I jut wanted to escape the pain I gues. It was a sutupid mistake and I will never take it again"

Alec started shaking and he got up and headed to the bathroom quickly, closing the door behind him.

Daniel watched him go and curled up in a ball. He couldn't follow because he has Ivs and stuff.

Pete slid from his chair "daddy" he said quietly looking at the door.

When it was quiet it was obvious he was throwing up again even though he had barely ate anything in the past couple days.

Cody looked at Peter "Peter boy." he said softly. he looked to tristan "Wanna check on him"

"I want my daddy" he said crying loudly.
Tristan looked at peter worried.

Daniel looked up to hear is son. "Come here baby boy. Daddy will be out soon" he said and watched as Peter totled over and Tristan lifted him and Daniel hugged him.

Cody looked over to peter, a little shocked. He always thought Peter prefered Daniel. He never saw Peter attach to Alec very well.

Alec  tucked himself in the smallest space possible, for someone of his height, and just stayed there, shaking and crying, like he used to in the early years of his mother abusing him.

Peter looked up I his father "I want daddy to come back out. He said he would color with me. Please make daddy come back too" he whimpered and stared at the door.
Daniel held Peter "I will try Pete. I am afraid daddy is upset with me right now. I did something very naughty." He said and go up slowly holding onto the pole and went to knock on the door. "Alec. I know you hate me right bow. Peter is crying for you though and I-I don't know what to do"

Alec looked up 'peter' he whispered to himself. He got up and went over to the sink, he drank some water before going over and opening the door. He couldn't meet Daniel's eyes but he didn't look upset, he looked sad, crushed really. He looked to peter and came over and picked him up "i'm right here Peter. I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere"

Peter curled up to him and sniffled. "I don't want you and papa to fight" he said tears poring down is sad red ace. Burgers dripping from his nose as he hiccuped.
Daniel watched them and held his hand to his head feeling dizzy. He moved and went and leaned back against the bed taking a deep breath.

Alec got a tissue and gently cleaned up his nose. "Baby boy. We're not fighting." he sat down and held his son close "It's just, i feel daddy shouldn't love me." he said softly and kissed his head gently.

Peter looked confused "but daddy loves you. He told me he couldn't love anyone else" he said. "When he was drawing the secret picture of you"

Alec looked confused "Secret picture?" he asked softly "What secret picture?"

"It is a secret. Daddy said you can't have it until his both day. The day of yourfirst kiss" he sad erlt.

Alec kissed his head nad hugged him "thank you baby boy. LEt me talk to papa for a minute and then we can color alright?" he said and set the boy on the bed gently, kissing his head again before getting up and going over to Daniel.

Peter smiled and sat in he knees.

Daniel was picking a his nails starting at them mumbling angry words at himself. P

Alec toke his hands, intertwining their fingers and then he nuzzling into Daniel's neck, crying softly.

"I am sorry Alec I didn't mean to upset you Alec. I am sorry" he said quietl.

ALec shook his head "i'm sorry. I'm being a dick. I just. I don't deserve you. I've never deserved you." he held onto him tightly, shaking gently

"I couldn't have asked for anyone betwr Alec. You complete me so similar with just enough differences to keep it interesting.

ALec cried still and said "Then why am i always upsetting you? why can't I make you happy?"

"What are you talking about. You make me happy all the time. I told you I ran out of some of my medicines"

Alec buried into him and said "I'm still the cause of you being upset so often:

"No you seen. Don't worry about it" he said smilin.