It All Starts with a Boy in a Dress

As soon as Jess mentioned the possible time limit she broke down in tears and held onto Tristan tightly, burying her face into his chest, crying hard.

Cody went and knocked on the door "Jess, it's me."

Nero's mother smiled softly and said "I'm glad to hear you wouldn't do that to him. But if it ever comes to be necassarry please come talk to me, okay?"

Tristan hummed softly and soothingly in her ear as he swayed with her carefully.
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Jess looked at the door. "If it you you know where I keep the key" Jess sniffled and hid her face in the pillow.
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Max nodded and looked away feeling bad now that he brotght up the money.

Ash cried into his chest and quietly said "I-I can't lose her. She can't go. Not now, not ever."

Cody sighed and found the key, unlocking the door and stepping inside, closing the door behind him. He came over and held her close.

Nero kissed his cheek and his mother said "Don't worry Max, we all have our bad times, it's nothing to be ashamed of."

Tristan held her close "You aren't going to loose her Ash. Nothing will happen it will all work out fine" he said gently.
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Jess cried into her chest. "I-I can't" she said hyper ventalating now
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Max looked at his hands "I am going to get air" he said getting up and going out side,

Ash shook her head "What makes you think I'm lucky enough for that?"

Cody kissed her head and said "Baby. Take deep breathes, in and out." he said and reached into her side table drawer, where he made her keep paper bags for this reason. it seemed cheest and cliche but it actually worked so he didn't care.

Nero frowned and went after him "Max, what's wrong?"

"Because I know these things" Tristan said kissing her head. "And you have gone though enough"
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Jess took deep breaths sobs going though at times. She took the bag and breathed into it looking at him.
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Max looked at him "Why are you with me Nero...before me you didn't even like men....I mean you could have married a nice girl who had money and your boyfriend didn't have to borrow any and your life would be perfect"

(I am off to bed)

Ash held onto him tightly figners curling into his shirt "And who's to say it isn't my destiny to be kicked down just as I start to stand back up over and over agan?"

Cody gave a tiny reassuring smile of 'it's okay' and kissed her head. "It's alright, you're alright. I promise."

Nero smiled softly and said "I was always  bi-curious, but Nero I love you because you're sweet, adorable, loving, selfless and caring. You would do anything for you friends, you're loyal and honest. You think I care about money? I don't. I care about being with an amazing person for the rest of my life for richer or for poorer. The person I love with all my heart and I've found that that person is you Max. My Max." he said and kissed him ever so softly, resting hsi hands on his waist

((Awwe okay.))

Tristan looked at her "Because Ash, you have been kicked down enough...and I think if anyone is getting kicked down it is jess. HAve you asked her how she felt about having cancer? It is sad and worrysome for you but have you asked how she felt. MAybe that is why kids and the future is a tough subject.
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Jess shook her head and hedl onto him tightly.
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MAx shook his head  and moved from the kiss hidin ghis face in his chest. "I am not good enough though,=, your mother wasn't talking about me cheatn=ing you know I think she was talking about you cause she wants you to find someone better"
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(I am sorry I am tired....)

((It's okay it happens   I don't mind.))


Ash started crying more but this time she ran out of the kitchen and to the bathroom instead of falling into him.

Cody held her tightly, rubbing her back softly.

Nero kissed his head, holding him close. "She was worried about you cheating,but also me. she knows I have a slight sex addiction, thankfully it's not like a daily need or requirement or anything but I have enough of one that she's worried If I were to be away from you for a month or so I'd do something stupid with some stranger. and besides what does my mother know? There is no one better."

Tristan cursed under his breath. "I am horrid at this" he said and went and followed her. "Ash please open the door"
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Jess set the bag down and just held into him snuffling. 
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Mac shook his head "b-but what if I can't come with you for a while. I-I still have a couple things to do before signing up for school"

ash was curled up in the floor, crying hysterically. 'im a horrible person. justhorrible.' she thought to herself.

cody rubbed his back gently, holding her close."

nero looked him in the eyes and said "max i dont care how long we're apart, i will never ever cheat on you. i promise."

Tristan sighed and began picking the lock. 
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Jess snuggled and hugged him tightly. 
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Max looked at him "I wouldn't be upset if you do"

ashks whole body was shaking voilently as she cried hard.

cody held her close and asked lwhat was going on?" gently.

nero shook his head "you should i know id be upset and ashamed if i cheated on you. max i know you wont believe me, but i love you with every fiber of my being. id die if you left. i couldnt move on, i couldnt even be anything better then suicidal if you left. you are my other,better half. i dont and never will want anyone else

Tristan got the door unlocked and went over wrapping his arms around her and sung to her softly. 
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"S-she was talking about kids....and I haven't told her that I am not able. I just told her I didn't cause if the cancer. And he is like no I would get pregnant and it would be grey being pregnant and I hurts knowing I will never be able to give life into this world"
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Mac shook his head and hugged him tightly crying

ash buried into himn crying still.

cody hugged her tightly lwhy dont you tell her about it. she didnt mean to hurt you. and shekll probably drop the subject entirely."

nero hugged him tightly, kissing his head.

Tristan held him tightly. 
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"No she will blame herself for bringing it up" Jess said quietly rubbing her eyes. 
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Max sniffles and held him.

Ash buried into him, clinging onto him tightly.

Cody shook her head "But she should know. She didn't want to hurt you and if she brings it up again later, not knowing this'll happen again."

Nero picked him up and carried him into the house.

Tristan picked her up carefully. Still singing softy. 
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Jess shook her head "I-I wt use hated me?" He snuggled. 
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Mac curled up to him whimpering.

ash snuggled into him, holding onto him tightly.

Cody rubbed her back "She won't hate you. I promise."

Nero kissed his head and sat on the couch with him in his lap

Tristan smiled and bit his lip  "everything is okay"
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Jess looked at him and whipped her eyes. 
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Mac curled up to him hiding is face.

Ash shook her head and buried her face in his neck.

Cody kissed her cheek. "It's alright sweety. I promise."

Nero rubbed his back "I love you Max."

Tristan smiled and held onto him tightly. 
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Jess hook her head. 

-max held him tightly "I-I love you too"

Ash started breathing softly. 

Cody nodded and nuzzled her gently.

Nero kissed him ightly

Jess looked up t him "I-I need to tell her"
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Tristan kept singing. 
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Mac kissed back.

Cody smiled softly "If you're ready to. Yea."

Ash soon was calm again but didn't move.

Nero continued to kiss him lovingly.