The Lab Rat and the Scientist

"Tired sweety?" he said gently.

Tanner nodded "Y-yea." he said still breathing heavy

He smiled and kissed his head gently.

Tanner leaned into him

"We should get out of the shower" he said smiling.

Tanner looked at him and nodded gently

Ethan got up and got out slowl.

Tanner waited for Ethan to be safely on the floor outside the shower before slowly standing

Ethan grabbed a towel and took a deep breath.

Tanner was shaking badly and was holding onto the wall to stay standing

"Baby are you alright" he said gently bitting his lip.

Tanner looked toward him but didn't seem to be able to focus on him. The hand that was by his side was shaking really badly

He grabed him and whined. he couldn't pick him up . he wrapped a towel around h im "Help!"

Chance was soon in the bathroom "What's wrong?" he asked worried.

"I-I don't know" he said tears rushig from his face.

Chance squeezed his hand "Calm down Ethan. It's okay." he toke Tanner's carefully, "Talk to me Tanner, what's going on?" Tanner gasped gently and said "I-I-I can't s-see much. l-l-light headed." he carefully got out of the shower with Chance's help and chance checked his pulse and his eyes "you guys were just having sex right? did you two eat before hand?"

Ethan blushed "n-no it kind of just happened" he said and frowned hiding his face. "It is all my fault" he said crying more.

tanner tried to reach out for him but Chance stopped him "Tanner. Are you diabetic?" Tanner nodded but held his head. Chance looked to ethan "ethan man it's not your fault, you didn't know, but i need you to help him get to the counter, okay?"

Ethan nodded and was still crying. He felt like his love was slipping through his fingers all over again. It was all hi fault like always. He helped get him to the counter.

Tanner rested one hand on the counter and hugged him tightly with the other "D-don't worry. i'm right here. I'm not going anywhere, I just don't feel well" he said gently, quietly. 
chance ran off for a minute

Ethan was still crying only half listenig. His blood was pounding in his ears. He looked down at his scared wrists wishing there was blood dropping down them.

tanner toke his hands gently and kissed him lovingly, with as much love as he could put into one kiss.

Ethan kissed back but on started to cry more "m-my fault. A-all my fault" he said shaking his hea s

Tanner lifted his shaking hand slowly and lifted his chin "i-it's not your fault. It's mine. I should've eaten before hand, I know better. but I'll be okay, I promise." he said softly.

Ethan was just shaking head head mumbling quickly. Lucas came over and lead him go the bed.