Second Gen.

Chatman smiled an held onto him smilin.

May looked at him and smile for a second till it faded slowly and she sighed, looking down to the floor

Chastan held her close "what is wrong loey?"

May sighed "charlie. I've made a choice. I've decided that I need to stop seeing him."

Charlie looked surprised "m-may you sure?" He asked shocked.

May nodded "Y-yea... He needs to focus on spending time with Benji, and he shouldn't have to worry about keeping me happy. I don't want him to try to take his life cause of me again. If I wasn't around he never would've been upset and he never would've done what he did."

Chastan slapped her. "May he did not do this beside if you. In anyway" he said looking f her b

May looked at him surprised at first before just sad again and said "If I hadn't gotten upset over him not remembering me, If I hadn't been so selfish He wouldn't have gotten upset. He wouldn't have felt like he couldn't please anyone. If I had just accepted it he wouldn't have thought we'd be better off without him."

Chastan looked at her. "May you of all people know that this stuff happens over time. And he it probably was sparked when he got to highschool and had to leave his life behind"

May Curled her hands up into fists and started crying "then why didn't he talk to someone. Why didn't he come to me or benji or either of his dads? .......Why didn't he talk to me?"

"Do try ever talk to anyone" chads said quietly. " I am a prime example of that. No you didn't fine me I wouldn't have stoppedl

MAy held him close, kissing his head, remembering that day. "I wish you guys did."

"So it is not your fault. Alright li he said smiling.

May didn't shake her head, or nod. She just said "he'd still probably be happier without me.."

"Stop telling yourself that" he said said quietly.

May curled her fingers into her brother's shirt. "Its true. He'd have a lot less drama, and worry."

"I doubt that"bhe said quietly and held her.

May buried her face into his neck

Chastan sang to her.

May smiled softly and listened silently.

"You should come to my concert" he said quietly.

MAy smiled "If you wouldn't mind, I'd love to."

Chastan nodded "you would be the first to come"

May grinned "That'd be awesome. I'd feel so honored." she said happily.

Chastan smiled and held her Clair.