boarding school {remake}

Seth purred "good"

Elijah nodded and smiled happily.

Seth nuzzled him playfully

Elijah giggled and laughed happily.

Seth chuckled before laying beside him

Elijah smiled and curled up to him.

Seth smiled and held him close. "babe" he said, thoughtful, and worried sounding "sometime during the next couple of days, can we take the first step towards sex? You watching me maybe? I wanna take it slow and that's the smallest first step I can think"

Elijah looked at him and nodded slowly "yes. We can" he said and looked at him before looking away at his wrists and curled up into himself. "I just don't want you to realize how ugly I really am" he whispered quietly.

Seth wrapped himself around him "you are gorgeous. I know that already, inside and out." He said softly.

"You don't know what he did to me Seth" he said quietly and his his face in hai chest.

"Seth looked at him "that doesn't make you any less gorgeous"

"You havent seen" Elijah said with no emotion.

Seth looked at him and said seriously, his voice and eyes, loving but ster. " I promise. It doesn't matter. It qont change my opinion

Elijah bodded and got yo slowly. He took a deep breath turning around and pulling his shirt off. Over fifty scars ones his back with burn marks and the word worthless. He then turned where there were more scars and his chest sad. Pathetic, faggot, and unloved.

Seth ran his fingers over the words. Seth shook his head "you know what I feel? Anger toward the asshole who did this, and." He got up and kissed him deeply "I'm so so sorry. But know, all of those are untrue. You ARE loved, you're stronger then anyone i know, you're worth so much to me cause you mean so much, I don't know what id do without you and you are NOT a bundle of sticks." He said, trying to lighten the mood at the end

Elijah kissed him back gently and sniffled his tears. He gave a weak laugh at the joke but shrugged "my body is pretty twig like" he said and wrapped his arms around his waist and smiled softly at him and bit his lip.

Seth nuzzled him "they aren't very deep. Do you think you'd like to get tattoos to cover them? Some things you love and positive words?'

Elijah shrugged "I didn't think I cojld because there is so much scar damage" he said and pulled his long sleeve shirt back on.

Seth looked at him and said "yes there is scar damage, but it can be covered if that's what you really want. It is possible to tattoo over scars, it just takes time"

Elijah looked at husbands and shrugged "I don't want it to hurt" he said quietly

Seth said "its not to bad, really. But like I said, its your choice"

"We could go see" he said softly and bit his lip taking a deep breath.

Seth kisse dhis cheek softly

Elijah looked at him "would you get one with 'e" he said softly.

Seth nodded "Of course"